Well ,

howdy c:

feels like have been push by people around me. they always say, "why you can't be like her?" "you're older than your age, hey be like another teen!"

uh uh. very tired answered those question and now, I decided not to answer those. anymore.

sometimes I think about they do to my friends especially boys. they're very close w/ their boyfriends. and said, "heeey, handsome! you look great. love you :* " <-- eeeeeeew I think that's too much -,- . and they told me that I must be like that. NO WAY ! I will never, ever ever ever do that.

I tried to tell them, why I didn't do that. but they keep push me to do that. if I don't, they'll look at me and rolling their eyes. yeah, very annoyed.


if the faith complicate our relation w/ friends, will we discard the faith?
is having the faith mean troubles will come?
cause at this time, I really doubt w/ my faith. pheeew